Very Eventful Sunday :o)

I woke up at 7am as usual...... but a pretty unusual time to wake up on a Sunday morning. Today is a special Sunday ehhehe I was going to have dim sum for breaskfast! its been years since i last had some....

I took my shower and got ready by 8.15am then I called for a taxi to take me to Glenn Eagles to meet Chris. I sat in the garden and enjoyed the view I sms chris to inform her I was there, while waiting for her suddenly I received an SMS from her, it read “Look up!” what an odd message I looked up an all I saw was leaves and a bird sitting on the tree directly above me…hmmm I replied the SMS “If I look up any longer the bird is going to shit in my eye!” before I could send the message… Chris called me to let me know that she will be right down.

I forgot to burn Nes hair for coming late.. its ok .. I’ll get him next time! Anyway nes arrived with his 2 bodyguards Dory and SRP…eheheh. Chris and I hopped in the car and we went on our way to Old Klang Road to meet Angie then went to that dim sum place. I enjoyed the dim sum… while eating my food I notice my tongue was getting itchy, I wasn’t too careful and accidentally ate some with prawns in it… what an irritating feeling it was. I was stuffed..... we had some good laughs!. Lacy suggested we all go to Time Square to do some shopping and that’s exactly what we did…heheh *SALE ma!!*

Nes had to go back to work, Dory and SRP went to watch a movie, Chris Angie and I went shopping. I think we went into almost all the lingerie outlets in time square heheh.. I saw some really nice ones and some very kinky ones too…but sad to say I didn’t buy any because I already spent RM300 for lingerie last month I have too many already.. maybe next time. I bought 2 VCD’s “The Last Of The Mohicans” *I never saw this movie before* and “ The New Guy”* comedy film*. We went looking around for clothes, I saw a few that I liked but I didn’t buy them, I bought a dress for my sister which I think she will really like. I had to rush back home because my mother wanted to buy her 4D numbers ..hahah. Chris and Angie did their bit of shopping too…hehehe.

Chris stayed and waited for Dory and SRP to finish watching their movie. Angie was SO!!! kind enough to send me to the Pasar Seni Putra LRT station. *Thanks again Angie..muah!* I got on the LRT and unfortunately a very annoying guy sat next to me and started playing his computer game... so loud!! I felt like I was in an arcade centre. Anyway, I manage to get a taxi and arrived home safely. By the time I got back my mother had already gone to buy her numbers with my cousin… so I had just enough time to rest for 1 hour, took my shower, got dressed and took Azie out for dinner… emm her very belated birthday dinner..hehehe at Friends restaurant. I had the fettuccine, tomato soup and Watermelon Juice and Azie had the Black pepper chicken, hot and spicy chicken wings and Watermelon juice. *yum yum* dinner was good. I got back around 10pm…

It was a long day, I was very tired walking around the whole day but I had loads of fun hanging out with Chris, Nes and Angie. I hope we can do this again soon..heheh. I’m so tired now… just taken my cup of coffee so I’ll be fast asleep soon..
Until my next blog… adios!

Evil Brother...

What are little boys made of?? Snaps and snails and puppy dog tails!!! oOoO that’s what little boys are made of :o)

Today’s blog is about my evil brother Clifton or better known at home as Mahcut… my parents had a hard time bringing this guy up!... I’m sure you heard of all the Johnny *the bad kid* jokes… well that’s him. As a child he was very curious and his curiosity has got him in so many injuries and almost everyone in trouble…

At 3 years old he got his first tricycle, he has a love for speed…heheh until now actually. My mother use to say that he would cycle all over the house and ran over anything and everything in his way even the cats and dogs and my mum herself. From a tricycle he had a bike he almost lost 3 of his toes because he was trying to do some stunts.

I can name so many silly things he did as while growing up… Some was accidental but most of it was on purpose! Like for example:-
~Getting his little birdie caught in the zipper… hahah from what I hear most guys had experienced this on as a child…hehehe.
~Putting nail polish all over my favorite dolls face.
~Put a cat in a cage and drowning it to see if it really had 9 lives.
~Setting the Christmas tree on fire.
~Catching water snake and electrocuting them on the electrical lines.
~Pulling all my eldest brother’s pet dog burry’s whiskers, unfortunately the dog died and was buried!
~Shooting pigeons with his elastic and sometimes people too.
~Making a crossbow *using a wooden hanger, a piece of wood, rubber bands, lidi stick and needles* and shooting at cats and anything that moves including my sister.
~Falling and injuring him self on his BMX bicycle.
~Burning plastic straws and killing ants.
~Lighting matches and throwing it at people. He scared my sisters face, he got hell of a beating from her because the next day she has to take a picture for her IC. Heheh she was very pissed!
~Fed a humming bird coffee and broke its neck because he *geram* it was cute
~Ditching school.
~Bringing home all the injured animals that didn’t die after being tortured by him.
~Throwing water balloons at me and my sister.
~Claiming on Mango and coconut trees. He fell once and broke his arm
~He shot a beehive with his elastic and got him and his friend stung by bees.
~Play pranks on my eldest brother, sister and me.
~Shoots insects and lizards with a rubber band.

Ehehhe these are some of the things I remember him doing. He has a great sense of humor and very entertaining. He still plays pranks on us though, still shoots flies, lizards and my sister with a rubber band…. Heheh. I guess boys will be boys huh…ehhe.
Clifton will be 30 years old in October. He is married to his 1st Love for 7 years now… he is a father to a beautiful 6 year old little girl and a 5 month old baby boy. It’s funny how much of a trouble maker he was and looking at him now… we are all shocked how much he changed during his parenthood.
Anyway hope this entry was a nice read… until my next entry… Adios!

The things I Hate sometimes…heheh!

You know sometimes when you go to a restaurant and you place an order, and when the waiter sends it to you.. you notice that it wasn’t what you ordered. And instead of getting them to change it or bring the right one … you actually give in and and say to yourself “emm its ok la” then eat it anyway…hehehhe.. I hate when that happens to me. I hate when I do that…hehehe.

Thunders and lightning.. oh yeah not many people know this about me but this kind of weather freaks me out!. When I was a little girl I always had nightmares about getting hit by a lightning. I’ve seen one hit so close to me and it scared the hell out of me. I like playing in the rain, but hate lightning ever since it fried my PC last year.

The Sun, I just can’t stand going outside during the day time and facing the heat. I feel like my skin is burning, Sometimes I would wear long sleeves and go out.. it feels like a sauna inside but I rather have that then burn my skin. I get so uncomfortable and all I can think of is taking a cold shower or rain. I tried using sun block but that caused an irritation on my skin. That’s 1 of the reasons why I don’t do any outdoor activities… I just don’t like the roasted look…hehehe.

Sending the car to the workshop/service centre for the usual oil change, most of the time there is absolutely nothing wrong with your car and it really isn’t necessary to change anything. The mechanics will usually brain wash you and somehow you’ll end up replacing other parts too. The worst thing is when you have to make the payment. Each time I leave the place I feel like I have the word “SUCKER” written on my forehead.

I hate being asked “Are you open minded?” in IRC it ticks me off completely. The chatters that have messaged and asked me that question has always got their heads bitten off or kicked by me. It’s so annoying!! It confuses me, I’m not sure to say yes or no!... I’m quite sure that I am an open minded person but how they define open minded is just ridiculous.

Impatient drivers and Mat Rempits!! They are so irresponsible and they put peoples lives in danger. I know they live for the thrill but is it really worth it? I almost got hit twice this morning on the way to work. The road leading to Ampang is always jammed during rush hour. It’s like bumper to bumper and there are some idiots still trying to race to god know where they are heading to. Their carelessness cause a lot of inconvenience to all the other road users. Every morning without fail there’s always an accident somewhere on that road.. it’s so predictable. It’s not like I have a choice but I just hate driving to work in the morning…

Anyway that’s all I can think of at the moment.. if u guys have any you would like to share please do so..ehheh. Until my next entry… Adios!!

Back to school...

My 2 weeks of school holiday is over… well actually 1 week minus the summer school. I went back to work today like a zombie…heheh I haven’t much sleep this past few days because I was busy chatting, going out, having fun with my dear friends ..heheh. Looking back… I had a wonderful time and I’m really happy, I don’t remember ever being this happy in my entire life.. I feel great and broke ..heheh . The holiday in Kuala Terengganu was a very memorable one and last Saturday night’s outing was a great. Thanks guys for making it such a great week for me.. muah!! Love ya!.. I look forward to my next term break that’s on the 2nd to 9th of October.. I wonder if it will be as good a this one hope we can all go somewhere together… that would be a blast!.. heheh.

I’m happy to be back in school and see my students again. I had a good day and I’m also very tired. I have to prepare my students for their Annual concert coming soon. I got all the dance moves.. now I got to get them to do it!... Tough group this year *shakes my head* practice starts next week. I’m the art director of this concert…hehehe Have to start working on the props and backdrop ASAP… that’s another headache.


I would also like to express my deepest condolences to Angie. My prayers are with you and your family. Be strong … may your grandfather rest in peace and god bless you and your family.

just a story... didn't happen... wished it did "My Dream...."

The journey over the hills somewhere unknown to me was a great experience. Sitting beside the one I love. The wonderful feeling touched me so deep it’s left its mark engraved in my heart. I look outside.. and there I saw the breath taking scenery that captured my attention. The sun rising from the earth and I watch the changing colors in the sky. There is only one word I can think of to describe it, simply “Beautiful”.

We walk hand in hand on the beach. I felt the wet sand beneath my feet. Watching the clouds form in the clear blue sky. The sound of the waves, I feel the breeze blowing my hair and in my face, taking deep breaths of the fresh salty air. All the old memories were remembered and new memories were created. I was truly caught in moment, what a perfect evening its turning out to be.

I feel my heart racing, every time you touch me. I blush every time you smile at me. Your kisses melts my heart, I can never get enough of you. In your arms is where I want to be, I hold you close you as you lay beside me. Watching over you when you are asleep, touching your face.. I whisper those special words. I realize how lucky I am to be right next to you.

I wait impatiently in the morning for you to awake, kissing you gently as you open your eyes, I give you all my love and affection, I can’t explain the emotions that I’m feeling but in my heart I know the feeling is mutual. Nothing can ruin my special day.. this is my dream my fairy tale.

Favorite food *yum!*

Each time I read PK’s blog *a.k.a. subanglady* it makes me so hungry… so today I’m going to write about my favorite food and places where I like to go and eat.. hehhehe
Emm :o) I love Portuguese food , western, Thai, malay, Chinese and Indian food too! Hmmm looks like I like everything..hehhh

Mom’s cooking!
I can’t live without my mom’s home cooked food. She loves to cook and I love to eat … hahah. My favorite dishes are:-
Baked fish ~ Siakap with a spicy tomato gravy wrapped with foil and baked over a hot plate or grill.
Hot Fried Chicken ~ chicken marinated in blended dried chilly, onion and egg then deep fried.
Devil Curry ~ The most Famous of all the Portuguese dishes :o) Fire red gravy.. looks very spicy … but not spicy at all. Best cooked with chicken!.
Vindallu! ~ a thick pepper sauce cooked with chicken or beef.
Ambileq ~ you can use any meat except fish :o) this is 1 of my family member’s favorite food too. Simply Yummy!
Beef Rendang ~ It’s To DIE for!!! Heheh that’s what every one says :o)

Anyway those are a few of my favorite food from my mom’s kitchen… there are many more but I wont mention it.. because it’s making me hungry and my mother is not here to cook for me :o(

Fast Food!
MacDonald’s ~ I love everything on the menu especially the Flip! :o)
KFC ~ emm I like the original recipe chicken, but I don’t really fancy it too much because it’s quite oily.
Shakey’s Pizza/Dominoes Pizza/ Pizza Hut ~ hheheh I like everything on the menu too!
A&W ~ emm do they still exist? Can’t find in KL. I mean not like I know KL that well anyway…

Restaurants!
Fancy/Hotel Restaurants ~ heheh what’s there not to like…hehheh. Buffet?? Heheh sapu semua…heheheh
Big Plate Restaurants ~ I love the food there… oh my god!.. I’m drooling all over the place already… I must go soon!
Friends Restaurants ~ The place is cool and the food is good too… must order the jumbo fresh juice one day :o)
Lotus ~ That’s the Official #klsex lepak and mamam joint!
Sushi King ~ yum! I love sushi… I’ll wait for Cleo to come then I will go there.. I don’t like eating sushi alone. * cepat la mek!*
Desa View ~ that where Azie and I go every week. Nice view, open air, nice food and so near to where we live.



Fruits!
These are my favorite fruits ~ Watermelon, mangoes, kiwi fruit, plums, strawberries, grapes and bananas.
The others are just average for me.


Vegetables!
Yeah! I like all the vegetables!!. I loveeeeeee CORN!!! and must have MUSHROOMS!!!.

Junk Food!
Any kind of chips and keropok will do, cashew nuts, pasar malam pop corn heheh yummy!, home made coconut candy! and Jelly!
I love ~ Pringles potato chips, Cadbury chocolates, Magnum Ice-cream, Secret Recipe cakes only.

Drinks!
Hmmm I have 2 favorite categories non alcohol and alcohol :o)
I would prefer to call myself as an occasional drinker… yup! I’m not type that needs to drink to have a good time or MUST drink when I’m out clubbing. I know my limit and I know when to stop!
I’m a wine drinker… I love red wine, I buy and keep so that it can age :o) my oldest so far was 20 years old… I opened it the day I left My ex company and plus I was in a very emotional state at that time.. Kevin pissed me off, the whole company pissed me off, The HR manager pissed me off then I pissed her off, when I left my department the staff got pissed off, the union was pissed off at the management for letting me go. *sorry got carried away all because of my 20 year old bottle of red wine*

Anyway,I like vodka too ~Vodka lime or screwdriver!, Bloody mary! Ahhh love em!
Non alcohol drinks ~ Fruit juices, carbonated/soft drinks, COFFEE, tea leaves/flower, Holicks, Tomato Juice..... and MILO..... I use to eat milo just like that... gosh felt as if I commited a crime each time!... When someone says they ate milo like that I would go "ewww you are sick" I don't want to admit I do that too... in secret! hehe ....Still.

Food Allergies!
Durians~ makes me sick… I get stomach discomfort and vomiting, it’s like poison to me.
Crabs ~ I can’t take the nasty buggers it make my lips swell and itchy. My lips will look great if I’m doing a lipstick add though.. heheh sexy pouty lips
Prawns ~ It makes my tongue itchy and my eyebrows fall
Rambutan ~ I like em… but it gives me a soar throat.
Noodles ~ I get Diarrhea.


Heheh so who’s going to buy me dinner now that you know what I like…ehhehe.
Until my next entry … Adios

Stick, Holes and Balls!!! Championship...

I had loads of fun last night!

Once again the official #klsex games “Stick, Holes and Balls” undefeated champion reckless^rat!! Has taken the glory of last nights game… heheheh *smooches the winner*
[TheDeath] has put up a great fight once again…hehehh *applause* oh! Your hair looks great by the way.
Me??? Emmm better luck next time.. I’m not even close to victory yet! But I will win 1 day!! *determine to do so*.

We celebrated with food of cause at the official #klsex joint/restaurant Lotus! Satay, cheese naan, tandoori chicken, fried rice, mix rice, side orders and drinks. I’m still stuffed from last night’s supper heheheh *yum yum*.

I came home in complete darkness! Those “Tenaga” guys were up to no good again…hmmm could be the Aliens doing! Funny some houses had electricity. I was walking around using my hand phone as a torch light…hheheh when I finally found the candle… I couldn’t find the lighter/matches. Haiya!!! It took me a while before I got the candles lid… I took a shower then went to bed, the mosquitoes drained my blood… I was up all night scratching lucky it was windy.. my room was nice and cool!

Anyway I had a very long day yesterday, I’m home alone now.. my mommy has gone to Johor I’m left with my trusty dog Oscar to look after me…

*sings* I’m so roneryyyyyyy..heheh

IRC CNN REPORTS!!! Aliens!

The Aliens are here!!! The ALIENS are here!!! hahaha BEWARE!! they are out to get us!! They are nasty little buggers!! Their mission??? Is to make you do naughty things to yourself and to others… Yup it’s true!! That’s what they are here to do!! So beware!

They come from the planet “URanus” these creatures have been lurking through IRC and contaminating the innocent minds of today’s chatters… their mischievous ways has caused an effect so bad that until today.. the mystery of it is unsolved.

Why do chatters advertise on IRC?? Why must we use Trout’s to slap each other?? Why do they keep on repeating? Why do they flood the channel?? It’s because the Aliens told them to do it.. just to annoy the Ops!.. Why does Cleo use cum as the secret ingredient in all her recipes?? Why is reckless^rat’s FURR so irresistible? Why does subanglady type so fast and before we can reply her she is gone? Where does S1lent come up with his killer kick messages??? It’s the Aliens. Why do I smooch like crazy?? Yup The Aliens making me do that too!! And the worst thing that’s happen is Where is Lacy, Vadai and Devilangle? Has the aliens taken them? OMG!!!! I don’t know!!! Why is Shawn Micheal so annoying? Hmmm not sure if he is born like that or does the aliens have something to do with it!

It has led us to believe that these creatures are here for 1 reason… Phone Sex!!! Yes!! you read it… Phone Sex!! ever since they received the sound wave of an actual phone sex conversation, it must have generated a hormone imbalance for these aliens and made them react in such a manner… I suspect “kobey” is the leader of the Aliens!! and they are mostly disguised as Guest nicks…muahahhaha!!

So if someone does something naughty to you OR if you do something naughty to others… remember!!! It’s the ALIENS!!!


WTF is wrong with me... have I gone mad???

2 Days to go!!!

Summer camp is almost over, 2 days left! Yesterday I had a very LONG day! After school… my principle, her assistant and I went to petaling street again. This time we went there to look around since we got nothing better to do at home. I did some shopping, didn’t buy much but a lot of cool stuff there.. hmm must go there again soon.

I reached home around 5pm… prepared all the art and craft work for the next day.. took Oscar for a walk , took a shower, ate my dinner, came on IRC for awhile then went to bed… around 10pm I think. I couldn’t stand it anymore… I slept like a baby and woke up at 6am the next morning.

Today I went to school early, I arrived there at 7.30am. My principle was caught in a bad jam and they only arrived at 8.20am. I was sitting in my car listening to the radio and eating my breakfast *cheese and salad sandwich and orange juice.. yumm!* Anyway my day went well, I had fun and the children too.. hehe. Summer school is more tiring then normal days... Anyway today is my last day of therapy…

Ahhh!! Tomorrow after school I can relax and start enjoying my holiday! Going to watch a movie.. Yay! Friday all the campers are going to the ZOO!! Yippee.. hehehe I love going to the zoo. 17 children and their parents are coming too so it’s going to be a relaxing day for me.. I don’t have to look out for them.. because they will be with their parents. I just can’t wait until this week is over :o)

Where has my mood gone?

I feel so restless, these few days logging on to IRC is like waiting for the wall to talk back at you. I wonder where everyone else is? What happen to my friends? Whats going on in their life’s? Are they ok? Are they safe? Why do I worry about these things?
I really don’t know. I feel so sad :o(

At least Cleo is still there to chat with, that’s if she is around, if not I have no one else to keep company. I hope everybody comes back soon… I am a bit concern and I really miss them.

I couldn’t sleep the whole night and woke up late to work. Today is the first day of summer camp. Everything went well. We had games, singing, snacks, general knowledge about today’s theme “Wild Wild West”, the children made a cowboy pizza and they made a tie and dye bandanna for art and craft. I had a sandwich for lunch.. no other choice since the new cook doesn’t want to cook.

After school I went to Mydin, Petaling street with my aunty to buy some stationary for the school. We got a lot of our supplies. We got caught in the rain. I came home around 5pm. Gave Oscar a bath then blow dry his fur. Sat down and finished my art and craft work for tomorrow, took a shower, no mood to eat so I skipped dinner, came online and there is no one interesting to chat with. Then I ended up here writing my blog which I actually have no mood to write but since I don’t have anyone to talk to .. I might as well write what I want to say here. Kind of sad when I think about it… *sigh*

Adios!

My Relatives are Here!

My father’s sisters and brother in laws came to visit my mother and I today. They were suppose to see us on Thursday but since they were free, they thought it’s a good idea to come today so that they can rest on Thursday.. indeed it was a good idea because I’m working on Thursday. It’s always a pleasure to see them. My father brother Steven didn’t come he is a very busy man, but I’m sure I will see him soon.

Aunty Marge is the eldest of the 3 sisters, It’s been 2 years since I last saw her and Uncle George both of them are 78 years old and they look great, such a loving couple. They lived in Australia for so long, I never even met their children and don’t even know how they look like… I heard so much about them though. Anyway Uncle George and I exchanged email addresses he said he will send me loads of dirty jokes.. heheh and he promise to send me pictures and even to get my cousins to write to me *yay!* which I think is really great.

Aunty Pat and Uncle Kamala live in their HUGE house in Damansara Heights, both of them celebrated their 76th birthday recently. These 2 are so buzy, always attending lunch dates and dinner functions.. so hard to see them. Aunty Pat will always say “Don’t worry we will come and see You!” heheh and they always make time to come and see us at least twice a year. Their only daughter Deenise couldn’t make it, I haven’t seen her in a while also.

My wonderful godmother or better known as Aunty Peggy.. heheh that’s what I always call her anyway. Her husband suffered from Parkinson's disease and passed away last year. Aunty Peggy is 70 years old now and living in Australia with her 3 sons Glenn, Mel and Nigel. Glenn is married and has 2 son’s, Mel and Nigel both bachelors. I miss Uncle Ger he was a nice man and reminds me a lot of my father *may god bless both of them*. They were very close friends. I can never forget him he looks exactly like Santa clause 6ft tall, grey hair, white beard, big belly hahaha he always plays pranks on us.. heheh so funny. My brothers, my sister and I really thought he was Santa!

All of us sat in the hall and had long conversations about what’s going on with our families. They are very proud of what I do for a living and they encourage me to keep up the good work. I’m glad everybody is in good health. I really respect these people and I’m proud to call them Family. Even though my father is their adopted brother, they still treat us as part of their family. They have given us so much, been there for us through our most difficult moments in life, supported and they have never abandoned us. They are so rich with love and family values and I’m happy my parent’s has raised us that way too.

They only stayed for 2 hours I wish they could have stayed longer but they had other appointments today. Uncle George, Aunty Marge and Aunty Peggy will be going back to Australia on the 18th,. We wished each other farewell and exchanged blessings and hope to see each other again soon. My mind and heart is somewhere else right now, I’m so happy they came today, it really made my day.

Until my next entry … Adios!

My little Obsession

As I was growing up, I’d always find something to do. Somehow I will get so obsessed with it and there is nothing else that I rather to do then that particular thing..

For example friendship bands, I watched my sister make one when I was 8 years old and she thought me how to make it myself, I’m a fast learner and soon I made better ones then her. I was practically manufacturing it.. heheheh I made so much of it that I gave it away to my friends as gifts. I found many use of it later on and got creative. I made different patterns and then added other materials too like beads., I could make bookmarks, wrist bands, anklets, chokers, hair bands and even key chain’s. I never grew out of this obsession.. I still make them when I have nothing better to do.

Then there were news paper cuttings, anything and everything I found interesting in the newspaper I would cut them up and paste it in a book. I use to mess up the whole house with all the newspaper. By the time I grew out of this little obsession I had 10 big books filled with news paper cuttings. My dad encouraged me to continue because I picked up a good habit of reading. Most of my collections were about real people, comics, historical moments, nature and animals, lyrics, natural disasters and famous people and their lifestyles.

As a teenager I enjoyed reading magazines and I was crazy for the Posters and interior decorating ..heheheh. I had this blue sofa bed and I transformed my room into a very cozy living room. I spend most of my time sticking posters all over the room. My parents were very supporting my dad especially he would compliment me on my creative decorating… it had a different look everyday heheh. My friends would come over and use my room as a photo studio.. hehehe we would dress up and take pictures. Soon I ran out of space and walls to stick my posters, I even went to an extreme level where I started stick some on their room too.

My brothers were big fans of rock bands and they use to buy all these GNR, Metallica, Megadeth T-shirts. I use to admire the drawings then I started sight drawing and painting, it turned out so nice I made a whole collection of it. I remember how proud my parents were because of my talent, I still have all the drawings.. it may scare some people heheh most of the drawings have a lot of skulls in it.. heheh.

I bought a lot of rock bands albums just to draw the cover. While drawing I would listen to the cassette and there I was mesmerized with the guitars. Wow! I just wished I could play like those guys. I talked a lot about learning how to play the guitar. On my 15th birthday my mother asked my brothers friend to buy me a guitar and a book for beginners. I was so happy to receive it I put all my drawings aside :o) everyday… night and day I would practice playing it, after 3 days I learned how to read the cords and I could actually play a song from that book. It was pretty amazing. Shammah and Victor came over one time and brought their guitars and we will start jamming.. it was cool. Our study groups with all my evil people.. which also involved alot of guitar playing... instead of actually studying... why we even bother calling it a study group no one knows... I saved money and ended up buying 2 more guitars. This obsession lasted a few years I then decided I wanted to pursue my career in music and that lead me to Daryl and Ryan..

During my working days in RSM, I was pretty good at tying ribbons I could make hundreds of them during the week when ever I was free. I was also obsessed with my work. During my second year I made a lot of changes in the stock transactions and it solved a lot of variances and it soon lead me to my Promotion.. hahaha it was a tough job that nobody else wanted to do. I love multitasking I find it so challenging, I joined the union and I was the youngest member to hold the secretary post for the national union. I was so involved in both my work and the union I suffered from work stress. Five days a week I would come to work at 7.30am and leave at 11pm. I finally had enough of it after 6 years and decided to leave.

Then I had an obsession of making origami boxes.. hehhhe I must blame Azie for that!! She bought 1 and gave it to me… now I have hundreds of them and I don’t know what to do with it. No forgetting my other obsession of cutting colour paper it helps me to relax my mind, thank goodness I actually have use for it in my art work with the children otherwise I would have so much of it at home.

But my current and most loved obsession is chatting… heheh IRC I can’t live a day without thinking of coming online and having a chat with my friends. It’s so convenient because I can come on at anytime and at the same time.. I can do so may other things too…hehhe. I love to chat whether its online or with friends... it's something I love to do.

Wake UP sleepy head!!!

I woke up this morning knowing that my 2 weeks of school holiday has already started. I was very happy and excited and I’m looking forward to go on a holiday away from where I am right now.. hheh. I started to plan all the things I wanted to do today my list was “wake up!, go to the bank, go to Pertama complex, then buy some groceries at Giant and watch a movie in the evening”.

Sad to say all the things I planned to do in the morning didn’t happen because I was still in bed and I didn’t want to get up.. heheh so lazy!. I didn’t go to the bank because I assumed it’s closed today, I didn’t go to Pertama Complex either . Eventually I did wake up and write a blog, after posting it I went back to bed. It was 12.15pm and I said to myself “The day is almost done better get on with the plan” so I got up, took a shower, changed then put on my make up. I gave Azie a call to find out what she was doing… she was bored and free so I invited her to join me. We ended up in Jaya Jusco Alpha Angle. I bought this lovely black and white blouse and loads of panties for me and my sister…hahahah Azie bought panties too..heheh.

We went to Daves Deli for a late lunch and to our surprise the food was disappointing… even the people on the next table felt the same way too. We over heard one of them telling the waiter “ hmmm in the picture there were mash potato how come there isn’t any on my plate?” hahah anyway after that we went into the supermarket to buy some stuff, at the counter Azie met one of her colleagues as usual she introduced me as her twin sister and her friend was shocked. “You don’t know ah I have a twin sister?? Jessie never tell you???” she said.. ahahha. I had to change the dog food because I didn’t notice the can was damage and when I got back her friend suspected that we were not related because she saw Azie separating our stuff, I asked “She found out already? damm” heheh normally we wont tell that we are not related.. we just leave them guessing… hahha I remember Nesan falling for it.. and after a few months only then I told him Azie is actually my best friend.

Anyway we headed back, picked my mum up to buy her 4D numbers at KTM *Kuda Toto Magnum not Keretapi Tanah Melayu ok* hahah. Azie and I were eating corn and roasting in my oven car.. heheh *no air conditioning* We were half cooked by the time my mother got back. I send Azie home then took a short nap. I woke up and I receive a sms and I cancel my plans for the evening. I then looked at my trusty dog Oscar and said “Ohh! It’s your lucky day lets go for a walk” and we did just that, we didn’t go far because it started to rain. I came home, took a shower, had dinner with my mother, feed Oscar and logged on to IRC my cyber world…heheheh.

Anyway, I made plans to go shopping with Azie tomorrow, don’t know where yet but we are going somewhere! Yay!! Until my next entry Adios!!

Old Skool!!!

I decided to write about some of my Funny, Sweet, Worst and Embarrassing moments throughout the years in school. I’m greatful that my family and friends manage to put up with me over the years. Everybody knows about my crying habit in school. Yes, I was a problem child!. Eheheh I never when to kindergarten that explains alot why I cried ok...

Unlike most children I never went to kindergarten because at that time I was living in Johor Labis and the kindergarten schools was to far away from where I lived. When my whole family moved to Malacca, only then I started my first years of education, Primary 1 in Secret Heart Convent.

That morning on my first day of school I wore my new blue and white uniform, new shoes, new bag, new water tumbler and loads of new books in my bag… I was all set to go. I didn’t know what was going on at first. My brother's and sister told me that there were loads of cool things to do in school. I was kind of excited seeing that everyone else was going too. When I got there, I was a bit nervous because there were so many children and I was worried because my mother said that my sister will be in another class *standard 6* and that she has to go home once I get into my class. After the assembly my mother sent me to my new classroom it was big and there were 40 students in it. I panic and started to cry and ran to her. She manage to calm me down and since it was my first day she stayed with me through out the day. The next day my mum accompanied me again I cried when she tried to leave and I was hysterical when the teacher tried to close the door. I continued to cry everyday and for 6 months my mom had to come to school with me! Of cause, she tried to sneak off and run away. But with my quick reflexes and speed I always manage to grab hold of her and drag her back.

My crying made me very popular among all my relatives “Aunties and Uncles” started giving me lectures to stop crying in school. Some of the teachers teased me and it made me even more uncomfortable except for one teacher…Puan Azizah. She was my class teacher and she tried her best to make me like her and eventually I did. I finally the Milo truck came with all the goodies... we had loads of free stuff only then did I let my mother go home and after that she made me go on the bus to school with my sister. I cried because I wanted her to come with me but she said she cant get on the bus with me.. the driver wouldn’t let her because she is not a student!...hmm I didn’t realize I was being con that day. I stoped crying when I got to school... my teacher was so happy I didnt cry, she even gave me a hug and said "Good Girl dont cry today" yea sure I wont!!!

Anyway, I went with my sister and she assured me if I needed anything I could come and see her… guess what I did? Yup I kept on sneaking out of class and running off to see her… it became a daily routine the teacher would excuse her so that she can drag me back to my classroom. Poor Debra she was so nice to me, she just tolerated my nonsense and had to explain my absence to my teacher. I remember one time my teacher told her “tomorrow I’m going to put glue on her chair if she disappears again!!”. My sister just smiled and made me sit still.

As the days went by I depended less on Debra. I would only run off to see her at least twice a day just before our break time before going home :o) I would stand outside her classroom and wait for her to finish. The following year I had to go to school by myself because my sister was no longer in the same school. I was in standard 2.. by then I was ok already, never cried to school anymore and I manage to make some new friends. I was a lot happier to get up in the morning and go to school, then 1 day the nuns did a spot check on the whole school, they checked all our heads. Half the school had new tenants in their hair including me… LICE!! I was sent home and my mom cut all my hair off.. it made me so angry I hid inside the cupboard.. that’s where I usually stay when I get upset at least until my father gets back home from work and noticed I’m missing. I complained “ I looked like a boy!! And I will be the only boy in a girls school!!!” I didn’t want to go back to school because I was so embarrass. I made a lot of fuss waking up the next day but that didn’t stop my mother from dragging me out of bed and to my surprise all my other friends looked like boys too ..hehhehe at least I’m not the only one.

When I was 10 years old I was placed in a coed school. It was so different from the convent girls school. To be honest I never liked the new school, the amount of pressure, negative attitude and racism of the teachers really disappoints me until today. I had a really bad experience. Each time when they had a bad day they would take it out on us. Sad to say some things still never change! Anyway, I made new friends there and became really close, Uma, Lynnette, *the twins*Soo Lai and Soo Mei “The girl group” and together we fought the evil boys away. They were so rough we had just about enough of them pulling our hair, they were noisy, annoying and dirty… it was against our code and our mission was to wipe them out…heheh.

However secondary school was soOoo much better… I had loads of fun with my friends and fellow classmates. I enjoyed coming to school because of their company. At the age of 13 years old, boys were not as bad as they seem. There I met new friends “The Evil Boys” Shammah, Kevin, Desmon, and Teng, then came Diana and Chu Lin. We use to fool around in class a lot, it drove our English teacher up the wall. I had chalks thrown at me on a daily basis... She used to ignore us all the time, we joked about everything she did and it pissed her off and we laughed even more, but I never failed her class. She knows we are clowns but good students but she still hated us!! who cares....

Somehow we manage to stay in the same class since from 1 up to from 5, and for 5 years the idiots *referring to the boys* kept on copying Lynette's math homework.. I'm guilty as well... I mean... we all suck at math!. Every study group that I organize.. they would end up not studying at all. We were simply hopeless... really Tak boleh pakai!!! I was voted the class leader for 3 years.. why I still have no idea.. it's not like I did anything. Shammah declared me as The Satanist??? Because all the evil pranks were planned by me Hahahah. It was so funny.. we had a good laugh. I then named all my Evil people.. if I remember correctly they had ranks too... hahahh... Best part was people actually believed that we were in some kind of cult!!! Jezzzz there were nothing satanic at all... it was just Astrology and Palmistry that I was interested in!!!

Before we all left school we were one of the most popular students that year in our own heads I think...

Most of the Chinese girls *names shall not be mentioned here* told me how much they liked Kevin. I guess they were only friends with me to get to him...like I even cared... I wasn't that interested. Yea I was gathering information for them... hahah in other words I'm just a snitch... sorry Kevin! forgive me and I hope you never read this... I did it for your own good!! Girls like you.. just be happy about it!!!… back in our school days a few girls were after Kevin, who could resist the only mix white boy with brown hair and pouty lips?. hahahh somebody shoot me for saying that!!! He so shy he still running away from them. Girls are EVIL!!! That’s his motto.

All the guys feared me because Shammah told them that I am the EVIL SATANIST!!!.. Anyway, Shammah the bad boy and outlaw wanted on all the discipline teachers list STILL I'm sure.... emm yea.. Anyway, I know him well enough to say that he isn't as bad as what all the teachers may say...in fact he is worst!!heheh! but believe me he will succeed among all of us that I know for sure... his choosen name was "Lucifer" not because he is like Satan or anything.. but it has a more significant meaning, underneeth that trouble teen I see a much more softer side.

Diana, who slept through the whole SPM examination.. wait wait a minute... she slept throughout the school year.. WTF am I talking about!!! . That girl is crazy!!! What ever that goes on I have to report to her when she wakes up... half the time she has no idea what is going on... I'm not even sure she realise she was in school!!!

Let's see who else.... Chooi Lin she was always known as "The Rich Girl" cute and shy..... Lynnette "EvilOne or Eviline" she’s so tall .. I wish I was tall like her...heheh she got the height of a super model but very the shy, sweet and innocent with a slightly twisted evilness. The cute and timid twins Soo Mei got married and Soo Lai still single. Uma, well known for her stalking of Adam Malik one of the senior class guys… hahha. She still working for Hong Leong Bank I think!. Desmond boy genius and mastermind IT professional... who still hasn't come and look at my computer... fix it god dammit!!.... Teng or better known as “Serpent De Immoral” been abducted by aliens *still missing since the day we left school*

Argh!!! I miss them so much!!! I really wish I could go back in time and spend my days in form 5 with them. it was the only place where I could put my worries and troubles aside and the only place I felt safe even with all the brooms, dusbins, chairs and sometimes table flying all over the place .. oh not to mention things blowing up.... I still felt save with my friends. If there is a god... take me back to that time... I swear I'll believe in you!! .... *closes her eyes and prays... hmmm waits for a while* hmmm... nothings happening... screw you invinsible man in the sky!!! argh!!!!


Je vous aime.... muahhhhhhhh!!!

What a shitty day!!

I guess it’s just one of those days that start’s out great but because of one person it turns bad. I think it’s a bit troublesome if you have some one always trying to be right and expecting you to be wrong, people who only are selfish and back stab others to gain recognition, people who put themselves above and step on you just because you depend on them. It seems a bit harsh.. sad to say.. I’m only talking about 1 person!.

Everyday after the children had gone back, all the teachers would sit down and enjoy the one thing we look forward to when the day is done Our LUNCH! We would eat together and chat about the funny things that happen during class. Previously, we had an Indonesian staff that would cook and clean for us. She was a good worker; she always made something special for us and made sure we had good food to eat. Her contract expired last December and now she has returned back to Indonesia and don’t intend to continue because she wants to look after her teenage daughter... ok fine ... goodbye!

Anyway we had someone to replace her but she didn’t stay very long because of her health problems. Then we had another Lady to fill in the spot Ms Vali. At first she was very nice to every one, she was a good cook, efficient and manage to impressed the management team of cause!! … Once she gained their confidence, she changed. She has been with us for 2 months now and already making new rules and making life a bit stressful for us.

Basically she was in charged of managing the kitchen and the cleanliness of the school too, it’s her job to cook and clean. Lately, she’s been complaining to the principle that there was a lot of food being wasted and everyday she has to take the balance home with her.. she claims that the teachers don’t like the food she prepared, where else we always compliment her cooking. Then she says we don’t clean up after using the electrical appliances in the kitchen. After all the fuss and repeated complains, now there is a new ruling, now there is nothing special for us to expect for lunch.. we eat the same food that is prepared for the children… That’s ok it didn’t bother me much, most of the time I don’t eat lunch on Monday’s, Tuesday’s and Thursday’s anyway. The others we are not fussy.. they just tolerated it.

Last week she didn’t cook enough and there was nothing for the others to eat at all… She never even bothered about them… all of us were stun why didn’t she prepare anything?. she said “No one told me they wanted to eat, so I never cook” it’s like since when must we tell her…common sense.. all this while she was cooking for us, all the sudden we must tell her we want to eat only then she will cook for us? *sigh* after that she informed us from now on we must let her know if we want to eat in school or not. One of the teachers told her off “Next time tell us before you decide to do something like this!” That day all of us just sat at the table and drank our coffee and milo, none of us had anything to eat until 2.30pm by then it was already time to go home. We brought this issue up to the principle and so happen she agreed with the cook, we have to inform Ms Vali if we want to eat or not to avoid anything going to waste.

Today we reminded her that all of us are want to have lunch. She made a mistake and cooked 18 cups of rice rather then the usual 15 cups for the whole school including the teachers, the driver was there when she was preparing it. Everyone had lunch we ate what ever there was on the table. There was still balance left and she complained to the principle that we told her to cook EXTRA! but we didn’t eat. All of us were called for a meeting, I was so annoyed I told the principle that I decided to bring my own food from now on rather then tolerate all this. All the other teachers agreed with me and they also wanted to bring their own food too. The lady was not too happy because if there is still excess food she has no one to blame but herself.

*sigh* I don’t know how long this is going to go on… she certainly got on everybody’s nerves today. If she is so concern on trying to save and impress the Boss! if it’s recognition that she wants to gain … so be it. I’m not bothered about it. I really hate to see people trying to accomplish their own personal agenda’s and pointing the finger at others. The problem is not our work, the problem is not what we get or don’t get to eat… the problem is the attitude.

Another FUN Night Out!!

Yesterday I woke up wondering how my day would turn out to be. I had so many things to do before I got myself ready to go out with the gang! I’m glad to say it ended up being one of my most memorable evenings yet!. I had so much fun and I can’t remember when was the last time I actually laughed as much as I did last night.

The company was great as usual… hanging out with people like Nes, Chris, Angie and Tom.. your bound to have a great time, these people really know how to enjoy themselves. I had FURR by my side to caress and 3 horny people eating oyster’s hehehe. I have never been more happier in my life and I hope everyone had a great time too, especially Angie “Happy Birthday” I must say you planned a great evening for us.. Muah!! You look great! And Nes.. sorry, I’m still not use to seeing u without a mustache so I’m still going to giggle each time I see you until it grows back..

The food was great… emmm sushi.. yum yum!! Karaoke was great only 1 person missing though ..heheheh Cle0 but it’ ok there is always a next time.
Nes has a powerful voice he don’t need a microphone to sing ..heheh just sing your heart out… great voice!! *hands the Power Voice Award to Nes*.. First time hearing Angie sing ..heheh nice voice what!! Dun be shy shy laaaaaa… next time we go.. I would like to see her and Chris gelek-gelek while singing ..hehehhe that should be interesting. The Karaoke Rat king… great singing and your funny expressions tickles me to the bone ..heheh kesian no dangdut songs in that karaoke place.. have to wait for Cle0 to come and do a duet…heheheh the gelek-gelek is a MUST see!!… “ewah memek.. ewah!!” *giggles*

Last minute decision to watch a movie and the timing was perfect. The movie was a bonus to compliment the evening. *sobs* because Chris and Nes couldn join us for the movie.. hope they had a great time clubbing. We were not allow to smooch during the movie so that’s… emm a minus -1 point!! Hehehe lucky for me… FURR caressing was still allowed. After hearing so many stories of Angie’s professional driving skills. I’m a believer now! I had witness and experienced first hand of the dare devil kancil ride to look for Tom’s car *giggles* the experience left me rushing out of the vehicle the moment it stopped at Nes visitors car park ahhaha so funny!

Anyway, The night ended leaving a big smile on my face and happy memories. I hope it had the same effect on everyone else.. Thanks guys!!

Love Education from the Love Doctor!!! hahah...

Being in Love what the hell is it??? feeling or expression??? anyway it must be a wonderful experience.

LOVE can be very mysterious, complex, difficult, and un-definable. I think it’s impossible to define love so I will not go in to that so much …maybe we like the mystery of it, I don’t know *giggles* … we tend to express love in many ways through our emotions, body language, poetry, songs, stories and intimacy.

Who do we give love to?
Our family, friends, pets, nature, work, neighbors.. ‘emmm its in the air… I love anything and everything! Yeeeeehaaa…

What does it feel like when you realize you are in love with someone?
Hmmm… the sudden feeling of your heart beating faster, you take long deep breaths, you get a bit nervous when he/she is near you, you feel that you want to be close to him/her.. not to close.. but close enough, you observe his/her every movement and body language, you start to admire him/her from a far then blush when he/she look at you. Every word that comes out his/her mouth is mesmerizing hahahah… How do we know we are in love? Heheh It’s simple!!!.. we feel like this all the time...heheh. Have you felt it yet??

Why don’t some people express their love?
I feel most people don’t always express their love. Our feelings and expressions are always separated. There is a reason why most people don’t express their love for another. Maybe they fear if they are too open about it, they might not get the reaction that they were expecting or maybe love is just a distraction and some people just dont want to loose their focus. Most people cant handle the pain of rejection, they get depressed and might not be able to get over it.. love hurts. I can understand that feeling…. it’s never easy, our hearts can be broken but it will heal it self. There is always someone out there for us.. you will never know when you might bump into them… but it’s just a matter of time. To me I can love someone without even expecting love in return.. it's something I sincerely give if anyone choose to accept. It just my way of showing that I care and isn't it nice to know that someone out there loves you regardless of who you are??? think about it...

What do we seek form Love?
Most people seek for attention. Nothing wrong with wanting some attention… but not too much la.. people will get sick and tired of you. This is how you give someone your attention... Make use of our 5 senses its there for a purpose:-
“Ears-Hearing”~ listen to your partners needs.. be a good listener, every word is important and everything matters.
“Eyes and nose-Sight and smell” ~ eye contact, watch out for each other and in our own way we give our undivided attention, notice what he/she wears it wont hurt to give a compliment if they look and smell great… remember he/she looks great for you!!
“Mouth-Speech ”~ what do u think you have mouths for?? To smooch of cause.. heheheh and smooching speaks for it self… *giggles* and not forgetting good communication and understanding too… hhehhe then smooch some more...
“Hands-Touch”~ Please tell me you know how to make use of this sense in private .. right!!! *giggles* look!! your partner will feel like he/she belongs to you when you hold their hands while walking or just sitting together... hug or cuddle show some effection... jeezzzz!!!

What do people expect from love?
I think in most cases all we expect is love in return and a mutual feeling. For me.. there is only 4 virtues:
~ Understanding is knowing our love one… it’s the first thing we must do to start a great relationship, its important to know what kind of person that you are giving your love to. You can’t master this trade all at once.. it takes a whole life time and experience to understand someone. So no rush! Take your time and go with the flow….
~ Trust is a virtue… you can’t carry on a relationship if you have no trust for you love one.. doubt and assumptions alone can kill the relationship. I know most people say “You can’t trust your boyfriend or girlfriend 100%”. It’s not a matter if you CAN or CAN’T! It’s about gaining Trust!!!
~Honesty is the best policy… JUST tell the truth, it’s better if they heard it from you first rather then hear it from someone else.. Don’t lie!! Once you start, you’ll have to keep on telling a lie to cover the 1st then the 2nd then the 3rd…etc. take actions for your responsibility ask for forgiveness, admit to your mistakes and make up for it that’s the least we could do to make things right!.
~ Show Respect.. Give space if he/she needs it. If your out with your love one, don’t compare or flirt with others … you’ll only make him/her jealous and feel like he/she isn’t good enough for you … it will only cause frustration trying to perfect themselves and ending up growing a conscious. It’s not wrong to flirt, it’s human nature.. don’t over do it :o) just make sure at the end of the day the one that matters the most is not taken for granted.

For some reason I don’t feel that loyalty or faithfulness is something I would expect from love.. I think it’s more of an individual thingy…heheh. People can fall IN and OUT of love, it’s beyond our control. I remember reading this poem from Angie’s blog

“If you love someone,

Set him free...

If he comes back, he is yours,

If he doesn't, he never was...”

It makes a lot of sense to me. There is no point loving someone who does not love you… if you love someone so much let them find their true love and be happy for them. Most people say Love is blind.. It’s TRUE!… it doesn’t recognise beauty, shape, size, wealth, status or success. Love knows and feels whats in our hearts. We can explain in words how we feel but we cant really express it because it’s a feeling only YOU will know!

I quote “Tell me a love story but leave the ending blank.. I never want it to end”
“When you say “I love You” make sure you mean it!” hehhehh Muah!!