Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Valentines Day!!

Every year millions of people from all over the world celebrate this one "special" day, expressing them selves to the one they love. Why cant they express themselves every other day?? Now, there are 365 days in a year and these people choose only one day to show how much they love you! Anyway….Everywhere you turn and look there are some kind of advertisement about Valentines day, every time you turn on the TV or radio they talk about Valentines day, Everything on sale is for Valentines day, Every one you encounter will talk about Valentines day, even people go to mamak stalls and order roti canai “I Love You” the tarik “I Love You” Nasi Lemak ala “I Love You” when the pink bill comes with heart shapes drawn on it …in your heart you are really saying “damm it!! I hate you!”… Honestly!! There is no escaping it.

The one that truly loves you expresses him or herself today! Yea like other days they don’t really care and love you enough… today is the day they UNWILLINGLY spend so much money and buy you stuff that cost 30% or maybe 50% more then normal days.. stuff you don’t really need and stuff that is only useful to collect dust … they buy you all these coz everyone else is doing it and they need to do it too.. to make that special someone feel secure, special and loved! I think its stupid that some people spend a lot of money buying cards, flowers, chocolates, gifts and taking you out for expensive dinners just to show you how much they appreciate *remembered it’s valentines day* and love you.

Worst still some people are so competitive *especially girls sorry to say.. but you know it’s true* I know some girls get jealous when their friend receive bigger bouquet of flowers, jewelries and all kinds of fancy gifts from their boyfriends.. and some are very proud when they get all that… they think that everybody else’s boyfriend are cheap! Some girls expect too much *my sympathy goes out to all you guys* some even get into fights or big arguments when the guy is not sentimental or romantic enough, or forget to buy them something worth showing off.... aww come on!! Give them a break… they are just men!!

I personally don’t celebrate Valentines day, I never once did… at one time I actually wanted to know what its like.. but then when I think about it.. it has no significance at all. When I was in my previous company RSM my colleague receive flowers from her boyfriend on valentines day and there was a card attached to it saying “You are like a beautiful red rose.. This is how much your love means to me… Love always” awww so sweetttttt…. She left it in the office… everyday she would look at it and smile.. talk about how great her boyfriend is and all that… well it annoyed almost everyone … anyhow, few days later the flower dies and it’s in the trash can… hmm ok.. I think to myself… “Obviously.. his love didn’t last that long ..heheh ” the rose was beautiful when it was alive… but its dead now.. it’s dry, everything is falling apart, smelly, brown and ugly. How can anyone compare a person to that! Is he trying to tell her that’s what will happen to her over the years?? Hehheh I hope not!! Or else he will be in deep shit!... Does that rose mean beauty of the person or beauty of life?? hmmm if so.. the beauty of a person wont last, neither will their relationship or their life. Well nothing last forever, we all know that… some of us don’t believe that or are in denial.. nobody cares! What last is that very moment in time… what last is your memory.. but I wouldn’t quote that when I reach 70 years old of coz.. I might not remember!

Anyway I would rather say “I love you” to the one I love everyday … Sharing my life and treating him with respect, staying faithful and loyal to him, letting him know how much I appreciate and grateful to have him in my life every now and then.. making every single day a memorable one to cherish for a life time that’s what I would rather do! I want him to be my reason for limping… I mean reason for living…heheheh!

Ok we all know I don’t want roses or any kind of flower to have any significance to how much some one loves me.. it’s the thought that counts..

boyfriend> *comes with a bouquet of roses and says* “This is what my love means to you” *smiles*
Marie> *looks at the flowers* “what the F%#@!??” *wacks boyfriend up with the flowers*
Boyfriend> *comes back with a box of chocolate* “These are for you.. this is what my love means to you” *smiles with thorns and flower petals all over his body*
Marie> *smiles* “oOo for me??” *takes one and eats it* “wtf so bitter??” *accidentally took the dark chocolate* “why you no good son of a B%#@!” *punch his teeth out*

I definitely don’t need any gifts…hmmm

Boyfriend> *walks towards me… smiling with no teeth and carrying a gift* “Here.. a Teddy bear for you my love” *hands trembling*
Marie> *looks at the gift … looks at boyfriend* “aww aaachooooo” *grins*
Boyfriend> *panics*
Marie> *Kicks his balls*

So what I’m saying is… everything else doesn’t matter… valentines day?? Screw it! .. what’s important is you communicate and express yourself well with your love one and enjoy the pleasures of life together... minus the violence of coz...

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Ok guys... Jokes on me!

I’m freaking bored.. I’ve cleared every unwanted stuff that I had… re-arrange everything in the house, cleaned my room, sorted all my documents and reports.. I did everything I could think of doing just to pass the time… Normally I would be glued to the chair and my pc, chatting .. I still go into IRC and chat in KLsex, it’s not like what it use to be but there are more new chatters coming in and the channel is not as dead as most people think it is… it’s quite lively and interesting actually. Anyway I’ve been promoted to SOP after 6 years ..hahah. After last years incident, where my identity, personal information, picture and location was exposed all over IRC *20 channels* I’ve been getting a lot of unwanted attention and even offers to be an Operator (SOP) in a few channels. I turn down the offer of coz maybe next time. I still can’t get rid of the “Most Feared Op in klsex” title thanks to Mike.

For the past 2 months the hot topic in the channel was “My wedding plans” ok not that’s a long story… I’m not even sure how it all started even but it had a lot to do with Kasey mentioning he was my IRC husband and pissing everyone off… Almost everyone I use to chat with is messaging me and asking if its true that I’m getting married… some said they heard I was already married… I did take it as a joke at 1st when people asked me “Are you seriously thinking about getting married??” I didn’t take it seriously, I plyed along and of coz my answer was plain and simple “NO” that answer was to get everyone off my back, so stop asking me but romour still has it that I am getting married.

Anyway I had a good laugh at first but some people are really taking this a bit too hard to accept… hahah I don’t know why… there is that “you broke my heart”, “you never gave me a chance!”, “you sure this guy is the right one for you?”… Now, if Kasey was in the channel.. he would enjoy mentally torturing these people… I can only imagine how much he would rub it in some more… something to do with other guys being jealous.. makes him a happier man I think…hahah. I even have people giving me websites and information on how to go about getting a marriage license and getting registered… hehehe. That was really funny.. if only I log the conversation…

To make things even more complicated then it already is.. I have Commie, Em, BB and Nano constantly reminding me about my wedding plans… very funny you guys!! . *kicks their balls 10 times* I'm not the marrying type!!

2 weeks all in one post!

I'm too lazy to type anything, I was busy with work as usual. The dinner that I had at my place on Saturday 3rd February didn’t turn out exactly as planned.

I invited 14 people and only 5 came.. Vadai, Lacy, Ant, Azie and Basil…. Amoi went back to Kuantan, Commie and Kalai cancelled last minute, Scud and Warren confirmed earlier that they cant make it.. they had other engagements, Beem was stuck at Batu Caves and Nano couldn’t make it. Other then that well Annie couldn’t make it, she had to baby sit her 5 nieces. My sister and her family came with Shrek (BamBam) and Fiona,… they all surprised me…. I’m happy they came! There were whisky, vodka, beer, red wine and white wine for my guest but unfortunately all the Thanni kaki’s didn’t come..hahah. Soft drinks for me and the non-drinkers. My mother prepared the food.. there were 5 Portuguese dishes served with rice or bread. We had a lot of leftovers but we finished it the next day. So didn’t waste anything. So much for that..heheh. You guys trying to make me angry or something?? well good luck to you...

I sprain my back by lifting the new shelves and cupboards for my classroom took me 3 hours to clean the room, rearrange and bring down the old shelves. But my classroom looks more spacious and colorful now. I was already feeling sick after work.. the weather was too hot and I didn’t drink enough fluids… as soon as I got home I took a shower and went to bed. Azie came over and wanted to hang out for a while so we both went to the mamak, chit-chat and had dinner. We updated each other with the latest gossips and hot stories… heh! It’s a girl thing…

Anyway, the weekend is finally here again and guess.. what??? I’m sick! I hate getting sick… it always makes me feel so depressed. I spent the whole time in bed resting yesterday… I was coughing, my throat hurts, running nose, migraine and down with fever. I didn’t go see the doctor, I just bought some flu medicine from the pharmacy. I had to skip gym too.. poor Azie went by herself. I don’t think I can go today as well, I still haven’t recovered yet. Because I slept so long, I was up all night and I couldn’t sleep… I’m feeling really shitty right now… my whole body is aching… ughh!