Saturday, May 28, 2011

When My life ends..

Love is a virtue,
it's something I have and it's meant for you,
I fear my life is overdue,
the lines on my palm says it's true.

Each day seems like a step closer to the end,
I want to be happy and not just pretend,
can I ever make amends,
will this heart ever be mend??

I live for the days to come,
days that brings me closer to home,
in your arms is where my life will truly blossom,
will you still accept me for what I have become?

I see you but I cannot feel you,
my desires is yet to come true.
I want nothing more then to tell you the honest truth,
feelings for you.. when we were still in our youth.

My time is cut short.. I am dying inside,
these feelings I cannot hide,
I will have to swallow my pride,
I fear my love for you will somehow be denied.

Perhaps when time come to pass,
if fate is in our path,
maybe then, chance will be within our grasp,
I promise you My Love.. this time I'll make it last.

Sunday, May 08, 2011

If I die today...

My inspiration is almost lost...
My light is slowly fading...
My world is dying...
My time is ending...

I have so much to share but no chance to share it...
I was ill and nobody knew... nobody cared for me...
I wonder if I die today will anyone know that I'm gone...
I'm scared that one day I wont be here anymore...

The thought of spending my last moments alone, scares me...
This feeling of loneliness is getting to me...
It makes me sad that I can't express my feelings for him...
Will somebody tell him when I am gone...
will somebody tell him all the things I could not tell him myself...
Tell him I loved him all my life...
and he was the only one.. I truely wanted to be with...
If he hates me for it... tell him I'm sorry...

I am a creation of nature...
my wish is to return to it...
My body must be consumed by the fire...
My ashes must be carried by the wind...
and my resting place shall be sorrounded by water...

If I die today... I want to leave this world in peace...
I leave behind my family and friends...
I leave him behind as well..
because I can't bare the thought of them leaving me first...

Friday, May 06, 2011

I miss you...

I've found the same,
I see you in me,
I want this feelings to be,
I really want you to see.

I know for sure.. I'll still be here,
I have been all these years,
nothing I wouldn't give to have you near,
my heart is for you, my love is sincere.

I can not stop thinking,
the moment I try.. my heart starts aching,
the thought of you keeps it beating,
If I stop loving you it wont stop bleeding.

You're all I want.. you're all I need,
you are so special.. special indeed,
is wanting too much of you.. considered as greed?
if that is what it is.. then I've commited a sin.

I've been waiting for today,
I've waited since yesterday,
even the day before,
if today never comes.. I still have tomorrow.