Afraid to Love you...

I am afraid to love you,
because you will be the death of me.
I can't stand being apart from you,
yet I dare not let you come close to me.

I can't be everything I should be,
simply because I don't have you,
you are the light that shines upon me,
yet.. I am still afraid to love you.

Complicated as it may seem,
this is how it's meant to be.
see what you are only allowed to see,
nothing else matters.. you mean the world to me.

This heart of mine knows only to love you,
and because of that it has failed me.
This soul of mine is meaningless if not for you,
and because of that it does not serve me.

If I could... I would...

If I could... I would lock my heart and throw away the keys,
If I could... I would climb mountains and swim across the seas,
If I could... I would jump off the tallest tree,
If I could... I would ...

If I could... I would tell you what's in my heart,
If I could... I would stay with you and never part,
If I could... I would have told you "I loved you" from the start,
If I could... I would ...

If I could... I would sink my feelings into the ocean,
If I could... I would live a life with no emotions,
If I could... I would drink your deadly poison,
If I could... I would ...

If I could... I would change and be perfect just for you,
If I could... I would give my life to you,
If I could... I would do anything for you,
If I could... I would ...

Believe me... If I could... I would...