"Understanding" by Evanescene (Love this song so much)

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."

(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we idolize
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time

"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, No,no, no ,no.

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away
Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away
(It all away)
"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."
"Because I'm dying too."
"Because I'm dying too."
"Because I'm dying too."
"Because I'm dying too."
"Because I'm dying too."

I think It's you!

I believe you are that somebody for me,
I can't think of anybody that's worthy,
we make each other laugh and your jokes are so funny,
when we're together nothing else matters and we are carefree.

I admire you and think you're brilliant,
what wrong you may have done.. I don't pass judgement,
the past is gone... to others it may seem unpleasant,
but the experienced you gained speaks for the present.

You are different and that's what I like about you,
You are you and you remind me of me.. it's true,
it's not everyday I get to meet somebody like you,
all there is left to do is to pursue.

I doubt any one of us will make the first move,
our communication skills with each other is yet to improve,
It's funny.. we talk everything except Love,
hope the day will come when we both finally approve.

I never want you to change,
I love the fact that you are strange.
I miss your presence when ever you are away,
why is it so difficult for me to just say.

I feel my worst fears is about to come true,
you left me here standing without a clue,
should I continue to wait or start a new,
I just hope ..our time together is not overdue...

Dead Heart

Perhaps I should have said it long ago,
I told myself this a thousand times before,
but I did write you a memo,
I didn't sent it because of my ego,
and I was also worried you would say no.

Everyone told me to forget you,
they suggested I find somebody new,
I did but I wanted them to be you,
It was a mistake and I ended up badly bruised.

You mean the world to me,
but sadly you will never see,
how you gave life to this dying tree,
only you could set me free.

I bared with this pain over the years,
I've cried so many tears,
I lived my life full of fears,
I no longer want to be here.

I'll take this deadly poison,
to rid of all my demons,
maybe then all the hurt will be gone,
Please forgive me.. I beg your pardon.

Tonight my world will be silenced,
I've run out of patience,
Please do not not miss me for my absence,
I'll be fine, trust me for once.

It's not my life that I want to kill,
It's my heart that's making me ill,
it wont heal even if I took a pill,
I'm forced to keep a dead heart against my free will.

Someone for me

I hope one day I will meet someone,
just someone who can share my passion,
he doesn't have to be handsome,
all I want is someone who is not already taken.

When I look at him.. I see me,
he thinks alike in every degree,
he makes me believe that we were ment to be,
he is someone who cares and respects me.

With him.. I don't have to keep on leaving clues,
I would be brave to tell him the truth,
I don't need to hide... he can see right through,
and there is no reason to even argue.

I would submit myself in every way,
I'll always have a chance to say what I want to say,
my love for him will never decay,
everyday would be a perfect day.

I don't know what the future holds,
I still walk this road wearing a blindfold,
will I find him I dont know,
when I do.. the nights wouldn't be so cold.

I hope to meet someone like me,
my companion is who he will be,
someone who sees the world I see...
will not judge or ever hurt me,
someone I can love and loves me.

Feelings discarded

Years of experience has thought us one thing,
we cant turn back time and stop aging,
the heart will not stop aching,
it's impossible to keep it from breaking.

Everything we do is significant in a way,
constantly reminded we are still here on our Birthday,
try not to look back thats the only way,
make every moment count and live for today.

We associate our memories with a song,
good or bad the feeling comes on too strong,
at times we feel like we don't belong,
however we must accept what comes along.

Love can break and heal a heart,
the pain is what we wish to be discard,
Our love ones we wish never to part,
true love is what we seek from the very start.

Feelings discarded leads to emptiness,
we fool ourselves and it becomes our weakness,
we consume a lie and it becomes a sickness,
in the end without feelings... we are all voiceless.

Forgive yourself.. you can be saved,
face your fears.. you are not alone..so be brave.
Don't bury yourself in an unmarked grave,
live up to your name so that we can have it engraved.

Misfortune (A Song I wrote 14 years ago)

A Mother cries...tears fall like rain,
she brings life into this world,
it brings her joy.. full of grace,
she closes her eyes,
grateful she prays,
alone she prays,
in a soft meloded tune.

Mother cries.. tears fall like rain,
she sings a song to the one she loves,
Oh.. it cant be ignored,
for all she wants is her love in return,
Proudly she prays,
alone she prays,
for a long life ahead.

within a flash her love is lost,
taken away,
oh.. the pain is breaking her heart,
no more she prays,
in that soft meloded tune,
when a mothers cries tears fall like rain.

Mother sings her last lullaby,
she closes her eyes and says goodbye,
sadly she gaze for the last time today,
no more pain,
now no more she'll pray,
no more she'll praise,
A mothers cries.. tears fall like rain.
Misfortune.

I don't want to say Goodbye

I hide this feelings and you are not aware,
I wish you knew how much I care,
I need you so.. like I need the air,
If only we had a chance to share,
I know we'll make a perfect pair.

When I'm not with you.. I feel so blue,
ask me anything and there is nothing I won't do,
if only you knew,
how long I've loved you.

The days are getting closer,
and we might not be here any longer.
I dread the thought of leaving you here,
Who will then dry your tears,
I don't want you to be alone My Dear.

The last thing I leave behind,
is for you to know.. that my love for you was never blind,
I'm sorry, my love for you... I could not defined,
but sincerity is what you will find,
I hope the memory of me will stay in you mind.

If only we had a chance to be with each other,
our world would probably be brighter,
now I have to leave this world only to live in another,
maybe in the next life we could be together,
but one thing for sure.. my love for you will last forever.

I don't want to say goodbye,
I don't want you to see me cry,
but my life is something money cant buy,
I don't want to say goodbye,
Please forgive me but I have to die.

Love me tender - Elvis Presley

Love me tender,
love me sweet,
never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
and I love you so.

Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin' I love you,
and I always will.

Love me tender,
love me long,
take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong,
and we'll never part.

Love me tender,
love me dear,
tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years,
till the end of time.

A New Journey

Life is a journey with no boundaries,
even if time reminds us that we are in our thirties,
there is no real need for worries,
age is just a time line we note down in our diaries.

Life is a journey with no directions,
were it ends.. depends on our actions.
we seek love with caution,
to find our match and share our passion.

The first step is the hardest part,
to open up ourself to what is locked in our hearts,
our form of expressions should be a work of art,
our destiny is written in the charts.

It takes two to discover the meaning of love,
it take two to appreciate what was sent from above.
It will take a moment to get to know each other,
but it will take a lifetime to understand one another.

The heart is stronger then what it may seem,
it can withstand up to the most extreme,
love is something we must all redeem,
or forever in prison the one we love in our dreams.