Boring Sunday... again!.

I slept about 5am.. after my quick shower I just lied on the bed and let my mind roam away… *sigh* …my back still aches like hell… eventually I did get some sleep.

Woke up at 10am.. got dressed and drove to Phillip Wain with Azie… today is my full body massage day… OMG!! It was painful but nice… I felt so light after the massage… and my back ache had disappeared. I came home around 3pm after having lunch with Azie… slept for 3 hours, I was woken up by Oscars cold nose on my cheek… he was also sleeping under my bed and wanted to go outside.

It’s a boring Sunday… just like every other Sunday I suppose … anyway I’ve been playing this song back to back… its very nice.. lyrics nice too…

Erik Santos - It Might Be You

Time, I've been passing time
watching trains go by
All of my life

Lying on the sand
watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be
someone Waiting home for me

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met
and what makes it last
If I found the place
would I recognize the face

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
and there's so much love to make

I think we’re gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
and I'm feeling it'll just be you

All of my life
It's you, it's you I've been waiting for
all of my life
Maybe it's you Maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life

Saturday Nite Out with The Cool Cats….

Another good weekend… it’s nice to spend time with people who are close to us, with the right company every event is always a memorable one…

Yesterday… I started my day at Phillip Wain and followed by lunch with Azie. I had a good workout while Azie had a full body massage. Over the week I sprain my back, it was a bit painful especially when I stand or sit too long. Anyway as soon as I got back home I rested for an hour then headed to Vadai’s place, we planned to head over to the Curve to watch the Alley Cats.

Vadai, Devil, Angle (amoi’s friend) and I, jumped into David’s car and off we went to our destination. We had dinner in Tesco and then went window shopping in the curve itself. There we met Svejjen, Alpha, Veeass and Svejjen’s friend don’t know her name. Some of the people that Vadai invited couldn’t make it but still we had a good crowd.

We were the first ones to be seated in the pub and had a nice chat while everyone was still sober… hehehe. Just before the band started to play the place was packed and the place was rocking. The band was fantastic every song they played had everyone singing along and dancing… heheh. I broke a beer glass coz I put Angles bag on the table and was trying to stop it from wobbling… of all people the most sober had to break the glass… ME!

Anyway, The band performed 3 sets by then some of the guys were already wasted heheh consuming high contends of alcohol. Svejjen left early and left giving me the most tightest hug ever… I felt like a lemon.. heheh. Poor David couldn’t take it anymore and slept on the table… that’s the first!!

Vadai took the wheel and drove us all home…. It was a bumpy and fast ride… With all my nagging and scolding… ‘Shuttapppp!!” “oittt…. 80km/per hour pls!!!”… Vadai had no choice but to follow the speed limit I set for him… just to shut me up..heheh. Alpha and Veeass was nice enough to follow us from the back to make sure the driver didn’t get into trouble…heheh. but I have to give my annai some credit… he did send me home safely… muah!! Romba thanks Annai!!

It was nice to meet old friends and make new ones.. I would love to watch the Alley Cats again… I’ve heard a lot about them as I was growing up.. they are well known for their performance, after experiencing it.. all I can say is.. “They Rock!!”

Me, Myself and I

I’m sick again… and I feel miserable… my whole class is down with the flu, sore throat and fever… being in an air-condition room half a day with 12 children with slight flu.. there is just no escape from not catching the flu. I still have to be 101% on the job.. all though I feel like 50% alive these past few days. Will try to sleep early and not spend so many hours on the internet and staring at the screen waiting for an interesting topic to chat about…

I guess I have been a bit too attached to my PC, I forgot that I actually have a life to live…. Boring life… but it’s a life still. I’ll be 28 years old in a few days… 28 years of life in this planet and I’m still not sure what I’m here for. When I look back.. all I see is compromises….

My principles in life is more complicated then I though… it use to seem so simple to me before. Is it because I’m getting older and it seems a bit difficult now? I’m uncertain actually. I’ve always been honest to people… lately I’m not sure if I’ve been honest to myself… I am neglecting my needs for some reason… perhaps it’s because I know that my needs can’t be fulfilled. So many things that has come to my mind but I’ve never given it much thought at all… until now. “My Future”

I do want to see some changes in my life but then I don’t want things to change, is that so hard to understand??. Very confusing but it does make some sense.

As far as love goes.. there is no limit to it… it can go on and on forever. I consider it as a “Gift”. It’s the most precious thing anyone could give and receive and I truly believe that. My love for my family, friends, pet, life and career means a lot to me…. this is my world, without any of these I guess I’m lifeless…. Love is something I can’t live without. I’m thankful for what I have and had… it wasn’t an easy life but I manage to turn out ok… so it’s not so bad I guess.

I know I’m a bit old fashion in terms of what people see and think of me, as much as I ignore all of that… I do take in a little bit. I’ve never demanded for anything before.. I believe in compromising and giving in to others … everything to me is like “sure”, “it’s ok”, “nevermind”, “maybe next time”, “no problem”, “I’m fine”, “you go ahead”, “don’t worry about me” … that happens a lot… honestly its been like that all my life. I wish sometimes I’m not that easy to let go of opportunities… I want to please people so much…. that I rarely I allow myself to be pleased…. Maybe its true what some people say.. I’m in denial. Hard to admit but I think they might be right!

I know there are things in life that you just have to learn to let go, start all over, accept, move on, take chances… I’ve done all that… I will continue to do so.. it’s just that I hate making choices and I’m scared one day I will regret it. Regret for making that choice.. or not!

Sometimes I feel like I’m standing in the middle of a crossroad and lost! It all depends on which way I want to go… not knowing where it might lead me. Honestly I would like to know where I stand in that map!. Just a matter of time I guess… just have to learn how to read maps!

Tolerance

Ok back to human nature and annoying people… in the past I think I have written about a similar topic as this one. Sadly there are people that just love to create a scene. I find it annoying when they try to test your patience or see your reaction.

Recently, it’s calmed down a bit and just when you think that there is nothing left for people to stir up… It happens… BOOM! I mean if their Quest is to make me look bad… “hey! go ahead and do it”…. it’s not like there is anything I can do to stop them or anyone to back me up.

Chatting on IRC has been a hobby of mine for many years… that’s where my friends are and that’s where I want to be. I’ve grown very attached to a few people and I feel a close connection and I don’t want to loose that connection with them.

It’s so un-cool when people document what you do, where you go and with who you are going out with! If we didn’t announce it to everyone then… it should be something private to us right?... I mean as much as I would like to tell everyone or brag about it.. heheh I also don’t want people to get the wrong idea.

Sometimes I feel uncomfortable being in the channel and I’m not being my usual self and I can understand how it will make my other friends feel too. I use to flirt and fool around with the regular chatters…. Now days anything I say people take it seriously and it’s probably logged too… perhaps one day they can use it against me. I do miss fooling around and flirting in the main with friends but not anymore… I guess they don’t want to create any misunderstandings… well, I understand… I guess some things do change. So instead of a smooch or hugs… guess I will have to settle for a wave and a hand shake.

I have to admit.. it does get to me and I do get irritated by such behaviors. I have ignored it long enough don’t know how much I can take anymore… as far as “ he/she said this and that about you!”… I’m just going to continue ignoring it, until he/she says it themselves. I have been advised by “Bro” countless times NOT get involved…. Believe me.. I’m not asking for any of this.... I'm just in the way... I guess.

I do get worried sometimes because I don’t want it to go too far or affect my relationship with my friends in any negative way. I can tolerate all this nonsense as long as they don’t involve my personal life and hurt the ones I love. If it was up to me.... I want things to be just the way it was few years back… I had loads of fun chatting then… everyone had a great sense of humor … it was just FUN! It still is… sometimes.

Weekend Marathon

The title for this blog says it all..hehehhe. It’s been the busiest weekend ever!! After all the cleaning up and redecorating the classroom on Thursday and Friday, I though I could go home and rest for Saturdays Main Event…heheh.

As soon as I got back, I took a shower and feeling so excited to sleep for a few hours. My brother-in-law woke me up and asked me to send him to the nearest LRT station. My mother reminded me that I have a party to attend, knowing me.. I forgot to buy a gift as usual… so I rushed to the nearest gift shop hopping I can find something nice there… but I didn’t find anything… it was raining pretty bad, by the time I got into my car I was soaking wet. I rushed home, took another shower then headed to the party.

I had a killer Migraine at the party, not sure if it was due to the rain or the wine that I drank or just stress, it hurt so bad. My Uncle kept me well entertained with his jokes..hehe. I tried many times to escape early but they just wouldnt let me go. I left as soon as they cut the cake and manage to get some sleep but it was just not enough.

I woke up at 8am like a zombie and suffering with my migraine… I promised Azie that we would go to Phillip Wain first then go pick up Cleo at the hotel and head for lunch. We brought Cleo to a Taiwan restaurant in Ampang. The food was great and we really stuffed ourselves nicely…ehhe. Then we took her to the Branded store and cotton world where Cleo bought some clothes. Cleo and I took an LRT and headed back to the hotel to rest and get ready to go out in the evening. She was nice enough to let me stay there so that incase if we finish late, I don’t have to go back alone so late.

Saturday evening, Cleo and I went to “Secret Place” at 8pm… sat down at our usual spot drinking and eating that sotong thingy!..heheh. we had quite a good response, The ever so smoochable Rat, Devilangle, Darthvadai, Subanglady, Kalai, DavidLee, Pikachu, Lacy and Semut. We had lots of fun… as always. The band… errrr emm OK la… we had some laughs making fun of the underage lead singer in his poka dot shorts! As usual our evenings had to end with mamak…. Our regular “annai” not there anymore.. how sad!. Anyway, Cleo and I slept almost instantly.. sorry to disappoint everyone .. there were no lesbo lesbi action…heheh it’s been a long day for the both of us.

Sunday morning- We woke up around 8am … got ready and went down stairs for the complimentary hotel breakfast. Didn’t go to the gym with Azie cause of my migraine, I went home and got some extra sleep before doing all my usual Sunday routine with my mother. I slept some more when I got back…heheh.

Sunday evening- Karaoke!!! Heheh… I’m glad Cleo likes the new place… we like it too… we ate so much we couldn’t sing ..heheh how ever we got a nice room with our own private toilet ..heheh. It was a fun night out… I love the company and I really enjoyed myself… Can’t wait till April… woohooo round 2!!! Eh mek u forgot to take a picture of my cleavage this time…heheh.

The begining of a New Year "2006"

Arghhhhhhhh 5 days left and my holiday is overrrrrrr!!! Back to school on the 9th , I’ve got a lot of work to prepare.. heheh all last minute. Here I am sitting in front of the PC doing preparing my school work… tsk tsk tsk… I'm glued to my seat! I haven’t even got time to wrap some of the belated Xmas presents even, I must be the worst living human on this planet… Anyway, Let’s see what was I up to past few days….

Saturday?
I didn’t go anywhere for new years eve, Annie tried to call me and wanted to go out and celebrate but I didn’t feel like going, I didn’t get much sleep because Oscar kept me awake all night, he was very sick. I sat in front of the PC, logged on to IRC and did my school work.

Sunday!
Azie and I went to Phillip Wain for our first appointment, when we go there, it was closed! The consultant wrote the wrong date on the appointment card… oh well we were already there and no point going home so we went out for lunch instead... heheh. the best part is Azie paid for my lunch… and lunch was very filling… the worst part is… we couldn’t finish what we ordered, so we hung around and manage to finish everything eventually… hehe. When I got home it was work work work again!.... 8 hours non-stop…

Monday!
I went to Phillip Wain with Azie … boy oh boy… I love it!!!! I had a great 1 and a half hour workout!, then sauna we had a nice gossip moment there.. catching up on things.. you know.. girl talk. Then we hopped into the steam room… oOo it felt so good…. heheh.

After that we went to the wet area to take a shower… an embarrassing thing happen…. We just couldn’t figure out how to get into the shower glass door to open…heheh it was so complicate, we were both confused and puzzled.. luckily the cleaner came in and showed us how it’s done…hahah Azie and I had a good laugh…. the glass door was also see through… yes who ever is on the outside could see our blurry butt cheeks!… hahah. Lucky the place is only for ladies other wise I would have showered with my clothes on…hehe.

Anyway, After the shower we headed to the changing room and got dressed of coz. We took our time to dry our hair and put on our make up… it was so relaxing we both felt very at home. Before we checked ourselves out they served us a complimentary glass of fruit juice due to the noise caused by the renovations. We took our time and checked out the “Healthy Food” they were serving at the cafeteria, the menu looks good but a bit pricy… then again quite reasonable compared to any fast food restaurant .

I received a birthday card with a special birthday gift treatment…. I’m going for the Ginger Body Therapy. I’ll go for that next month. Cant wait!

Today?
As soon as I got home and finished my lunch it was back to work.. work.. work.. It’s almost finish, all I have to do now is make the charts for the classroom and I’m ready to attend the meeting and give my last minute presentation…. Heheh.

Until my next blog.. adios!