update! Clubbing!

wow it's been a while since I last updated my blog... i was too buzy with work and my social outings that I didnt really had the time to write anything. I had too many costumes to sew and even when I was online chatting I was still sewing, completing my record book for the weeks programs ..hehe talk about multitasking.

It's been a crazy month I've been clubbing with the gang and I've had a great time.. always do! Vadai and chris brought me to this called Waikiki on Friday night , nice place, great music and good company what else can you ask for. It was nice meeting up with Beem, com and warren again, havent seen them for a while. After countless gatherings... I finally met MrScud, he dont look anything like in the picture tho...hahah and not forgetting Gish the one chatter everyone thought was a girl... anyway they are all cool... nice meeting them.

Yesterday was a slow night at beach which was actually good coz I didnt feel like I was a sardine trapped in a can. Chris had a HUGE admirer hehehe and Vadai was busy looking at his dream girl and football heheh... Rat joined us later in the evening! the band was good but they were extremely loud tho. Unfortunately Chris and Vadai had to leave early... so it was just the 2 of us enjoying the music, and catching up on things over supper at our regular mamak..

Goodbye to good company.

For the past 5 years I’ve spent most of my time either working or chatting on MIRC. Over the years I met many people and pass my time chatting with them. There were times when we would meet up in a public area for a drink. It’s been a long time since I last went out and had good company over a cup of coffee. I’ve forgotten how nice it was.

I hardly meet people in clubs maybe it’s because I’m always with a big group of people. Plus after the meeting Ahmad incident, I’m a bit careful of people I meet at clubs but I realize not all of them have hidden intentions.

Yesterday I met up with the guy I met on Saturday at KLCC Starbucks. He wanted to meet me on Sunday but I had things to do and couldn’t meet up with him… on Monday he had to work and had dinner with his clients. Yesterday was the only day he actually had some time to spare. I arranged for an early therapy session so that I could meet up with him. We had coffee and a bite to eat. We chat for about 3 hours about ourselves, work, life.. general stuff. I enjoyed his company, he was a gentlemen. We had a lot in common and he has a great sense of humor. It was nice knowing him for that short period of time. He is flying back to Finland tomorrow then to Barcelona in a few weeks time. He was nice enough to pay for my food and drinks.

It’s not everyday that we meet people like this… and when we do we don’t feel so lonely. I liked the attention that was given to me, it actually felt great. I arrived home around 10pm, yes indeed it was a short meeting.. but I think the time given was just enough. I had a good time. I don’t know when I’ll get another opportunity to go out with a friend and have coffee again. It’s been way too long and I miss that.

Tomorrow I’ll say goodbye to EA, thank him for his hospitality and safe journey back home. Adios!

Saturday Nite Mingling...

The last time I went to Neway karaoke box was with the teachers few months back. I’ve been wanting to go there again… I miss the food… heheh. This Saturday our original plan was to go to Neway but because everyone couldn’t make it so early we switch to plan B instead that is Beach Club of coz.

As usual I had my coke and calamari emm what a lovely combination… oh that reminds me I have to pay Chris the money for that. Chris invited her friend from Sri Lanka I didn’t get his name but he was a pleasant guy. I wasn’t really sure who was coming to join us so it was originally just the 3 of us. I was very happy that Vadai decided to join us after the wedding that he had to attend, I was also shocked to see the amount of beer Chris ordered…I was like wow! Heheh.

Sadly there was no band playing that night due to the football game I guess. After awhile Beemboy, Pikachu and Skyplaya came to join us and the group suddenly got livelier. After an a while Vadai noticed that the guy seated at our table is looking at me he finally made his move to ask Vadai if I was his girlfriend or wife…hahah of coz I said no and explained that Vadai is more like a brother to me, Vadai protest but it’s either I say he is like a brother or a father…hahah. Eventually Vadai settle for the brother title. They chat about sports.. biasa la MEN! Heheh anyway, I got acquainted with the guy and he seems like a nice person, he is from Finland, TALL and is down in KL on a business trip. So coincidence I know about the company he works for. I remember dealing with a client many years ago when I was working for RSM. It’s a well established company that I know for sure.

I had a great time with the gang and my new friend. The dancing queen (Chris) had all the eyes on her especially when she dances…heheh and being his usual self Vadai very concern.. he checked on me a to see if I was ok with the stranger I got to know… I really appreciate him doing that coz I know he always looks out for his friends and people that he cares about.. that’s one of the best qualities my Annai has!

The night ended very weirdly actually, everyone went their separate ways, Pikachu left first.. he didn’t look too well though must ask him. Chris had a lift from Skyplaya, Vadai gone missing and poor Beemboy and I was confused. I left BC around 2.45am said my goodbye’s to my foreign friend. He asked if I would join him for coffee but considering the time, it was so late I turn down the invitation. However he gave me his card and asked if we could have coffee at another time. I thought about it for a while and I was about to say no actually, but he asked me to think about it and let him know if I was interested to take up the offer. I accepted his card and went straight home to my anxiously waiting puppy. I made a call to Chris and Vadai as soon as I got back to let them know that I was home safely and wanted to know if they were home too. I was damm hungry since didn’t go mamak… not the usual routine after clubbing makan then go home… kesian~! Oh well I still had a good time and it was so nice to see the gang.

New Baby!

It’s the month of September already, 3 months to go before the year ends. I have a new additional family member. My sister gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on the 4th of September. As usual I came up with the name, they wanted the initials JR. Both my sisters daughters have the same initials as well Jamie Rebecca and Jessica Rachel. Since she is born under the Zodiac sign Virgo she have to have a meaningful name...eheheh, So this little one is called Jeanette Renea. Jeanette (meaning Gracious) Renea (meaning Love and beauty). nice or not?

I wanted to go to Malacca with my mother to visit my sister and new baby but then I have the dog problem again. No one to look after Oscar. I cant leave him with the neighbor, I wont have a peace of mind if I left him and go. So no choice have to take turns… my poor mother have to take the bus… but she doesn’t mind though. She prefers traveling by bus more relaxing compared to me driving…heheh. I sent my mom to the bus station early this morning, I manage to get her on the 8am bus. She will be there only for the weekend and back tomorrow evening. I’ll go to Malacca once the school concert is over at the end of the month , I have a 1 week holiday so I can stay there longer. I can’t wait to see the baby actually, my sister says this one looks just like her eldest daughter. First glance you might think this child belongs to a Chinese family.. but she has lots of hair and its curly ehheeh that’s what my sister says la.. I have to see it for myself.

It's saturday and time to party off to BC tonite with Chris.. hope vadai can join us too when he is done with his wedding...ehheheh

Let's ReUnite!

Ok here is a thought I want to have a “Class Reunion” sounds crazy right but not impossible. It’s been like 11 years already and I remember the last day of school in 1995 my wonderful friends wanted to have a reunion in 10 years time! Well we pass all that years already… we need to reunite the Satanist Evil People Gang of 1995!!! Heheh it may sound like the local cult but it was a whole gimmick thing we had going on then.. you know being teenagers and all. In case everyone is wondering who are the members of the Satanist group? Well… I am The Satanist of coz! That was the nickname they gave me and that’s what everyone called me then!.

The rest of the Gang!
Shammah aka Lucifer
Kevin aka BombaMan
Azie aka Ozy or Doremon… (hahah she gonna kill me!!!)
Teng aka Serpent De Immoral
Desmon aka DemonBoi
Diana/Michelle (or what ever her name is now!) Aka Camel
Adeline and Soo Mei aka The Miss Lee’s
Lynette aka EvilOne
Uma aka NegroGirl

We should just meet up and lepak at a mamak stall or something..heheh. for old time sake, Adeline what say you? I remember we use to drive everyone crazy including the teachers…heheh it was a good year, I had the best time of my life then… Would like to see some familiar faces again.. would be nice! I will have to reconfirm who will be attending... will get back to you..

If only I was an open book!

I’ve stressed on this matter before about honesty and trust. So far I have never broken a promise and if I have I hope to make it up some day. Right now I am as confused as ever, I feel like I’m hanging by a thread and anytime soon it’s going to snap and here I am still hanging and wondering “is there anyone down there to catch me if I fall?” who is going to take that responsibility and assure me that everything will be ok?. And if I fall will he cushion my fall or take a step back and watch me fall.. well that could happen considering that the average man will not take the risk of getting squashed by a falling over weight woman.

Anyway, I realized over the years that no one really stood up for me before. I always fought my own battles. I figures if there were anyone who really cared about me I wouldn’t have gone through this life alone. I never knew where I stand in any relationship except when I was proposed only then I knew that I was about to be some ones fiancé… well that was many years ago.. I’m no ones fiancé now! Other then that everyone else practically disappeared from my life. I questioned myself where I stood in their life. Gosh! It’s not like I want some kind of commitment, I just wanted to make sure that I didn’t get the wrong idea about the friendship. I don’t like giving people the wrong impression or getting the wrong impression myself. It’s best to know what kind of relationship we are in to avoid any confusion. I guess this approach is often misunderstood I don’t blame them for thinking so. I am the sort that will hang on to a relationship, I’m serious person and honest, mainly because I respect the person I’m with… I have no intentions to offend or disrespect them in anyway. I can’t expect anyone to do the same for me… but I would appreciate if they considered it though. I know there are consequences of taking this approach, there is that embarrassing moment, “perasan”, or maybe even disappointments but at least you know the out come of it. It’s better to sure. There is nothing wrong by saying I like you or I care about you... as a friend.. if it was me I would appreciate that person and respect them for saying that to me....

If I was an open book, I would like people to read about me, get to know and understand me better. Same goes for me also, I would like to know all about the people close to me, it’s not like I want to be nosy or anything like that but because I care and I would like to share as much as I can with them. I know not everybody is as open and want people to know everything about them and I respect that. I guess having a blog is pretty much like writing a book. Something we can share and some things we cant… and I cant include all the juicy parts. Other wise this blog would be rated 18sg.