Zerah I'll always be.

In this life... I live to survive you,
with such a unique design... no one can see through,
my compassion is sacret to me and so is my virtues,
must I continue a life of torture just to be with you?

My emotions run deep as my mind spins like a wheel,
ask me not about how I feel,
to find the answers.. layers you will have to peel,
what you seek is a heart made of steel.

This heart of steel.. no one can compare,
it scratches and dents beyond repair,
the marks that remain may even loose it's flair,
it still bleeds but nobody cares.

At time it seems like I am a bird in a cage with clipped wings,
force to serve a lord who is not a king,
dammed as I am and punished to his liking,
I must survive this task he has set upon me...
wait and see what tomorrow brings.

Do not try to understand or pity me,
I am strong at will, head strong and free,
this name lingers in my memory...
Zerah is who I will always be,
but to everyone else I am simply Marie.

My Undying Heart

There was a time in our life,
when I stood beside you as your wife,
a past life that seems so nice,
a life I would pay to have again at any price.

Long ago when we lived free,
You were taken away from me,
I sold my soul to follow thee,
because I swore forever we would be.

My love for you still remain,
although I'm reborn into a life of pain,
some things in life I can't explain,
this curse will break when we cross path again.

Know this.. we co-exist as a pair,
made for each other I swear,
branded with the mark we both share..
break this curse that I bare.

It is forbidden that I reveal myself to you,
my love is like a taboo,
a deed only you can undo,
until then I will still wait for you.

You are my only hope..my every desire,
the one I truely admire,
the love I wish one day to acquire,
Love me once again before this life expire.