I write because...

I write because I am not expresive,
it's funny but this is who I am and how I live.
I have learned to easily forgive,
and not keep my feelings captive.

I write because I've never been heard,
all my life my questions unanswered,
and yet this is how I am inspired,
to keep my feelings appreciated and treasured.

I write because I am lonely,
no one here to share my thoughts daily,
there is nothing more I want badly,
then to just have a friend who fancies me.

I write because I can't stop thinking,
my mind does not rest or allow me to continue sleeping,
I stay awake and stare at the ceiling,
but all it does is remind me of what I'm feeling.

I write because the world is beautiful to me,
when the sun rises I'm happy as can be,
dispite all the cruelty and sadness I see,
when the sun sets and the day ends.. I know I'm free.

I write because I am in love and always will be,
it's what I feel deeply,
it fills my heart from being empty,
I hope not to loose it because it will mean the end of me.