I share my thoughts...

I love the sunlight in the morning,
I love walking in the rain,
I love the air that I breathe everyday,
I love the dirt on my feet.

I like the sound of my heart beating,
I like the way I'm feeling,
I like knowing that there is love in my heart,
I like day dreaming...

I wish I was more expressive,
I wish dreams could come true,
I wish to know what happiness is like,
I wish for only love in return.

I want the things I can't have,
I want to feel like everyone else,
I want to be someone else,
I want another chance to live again.

I would like to share my thoughts,
I would like to share my love,
I would like to share my life,
I would like to share my world.

I hate who I am,
I hate how I look,
I hate being alone,
I hate fact that I am still alive.

I feel love,
I feel pain,
I feel death growing inside me,
I feel nothing else.

I regret wasting time,
I regret keeping secrets,
I regret for the wrong choices I've made,
I regret for not listening to my heart.

I've cried myself to sleep,
I've cried for those I love,
I've cried for the things I've said,
I've cried all my life...

I envy those who are able to express,
I envy those who are brave,
I envy those who are strong,
I envy those who are loved.