Saturday, May 20, 2006

Dreams

We all dream, no matter if you remember them or not, each of us can have several different dreams a night. Most scientists believe that almost all humans dream with approximately the same frequency. Interesting isn’t it! No matter if it’s a common dream, a nightmare or a prophetic dream. Each dream is unique as the person who is dreaming it. How we interpret our dream and what it means to us is what’s really important.

To understand our dreams better will not only help us understand ourselves better, the hidden meaning to our dreams is can help us give a better understanding. Everything that we dream about is related to us, it’s also a guide to our everyday life. I have a journal where I write down every little detail of my dream. For example the people in my dream, emotions or moods, the surroundings, symbols or marks… etc. I’ve taken a lot of interest to interpret my dreams, I don’t take them seriously, but I take into consideration that this might be something I overlook something. Maybe our unconscious mind knows what’s coming before consciously piece things together.

Over the years I have had many dreams of religious figures, crucifix and even religious sights. I know the dream has some spiritual and moral aspects of my self. I read that a religious figure could represent spiritual wisdom or indication where I would pass judgments about my self or others.

When I was a teenager I had dreamed of the world coming to and end and it’s a repeated dream where it lasted for 7 days. In my dream the:-

1st day I saw a myself as a child, a bright light, people praying, I heard screams and I felt fear.
2nd day I experienced war, people fighting with a mirror image of themselves..
3rd day I saw people I knew in real life and death.
4th day I saw myself looking in the mirror where I saw an older image of myself dressed in black reaching out for me, I remember my left hand reaching out and going through the mirror. The funny thing is my mole is on my left hand but the older version of me, the mole was on her right hand. The tiny detail is if it’s a mirror image then the mole is actually on the right hand!
5th day I heard familiar voices of a man the message was “don’t live up to expectations” the same thing what my father last said to me before he died a year after the dream.
6th day I found myself dressed in black, stuck in a dessert surrounded by all kinds of tomb stones. I was alone and I felt the sorrow.
7th day I found myself in the same dessert with 2 woman and an elderly man who’s face I cant remember. 1 of the ladies in my dream was the lady in the mirror and the other a much older version of her. The ladies were both dressed in black and had long black hair and a similar mole but it was located on their right hand. I remember they giving me a gift wrapped in black cloth I assumed it was a book but I never saw what it was.

The hidden little detail that was the same in every dream was the eclipse in all 7 dreams.every dream the eclipse was taking place. On that 7th day when I woke up from my dream and I witness the actual eclipse take place on the news. At 1st I didn’t want to interpret the dream it was clear to me of what is installed in the future so I left it as that.

After my father died I had regular dreams like being in an open space, white space and on the wall there were weird symbols and in my dream I felt trapped and it was like I was there for weeks. It’s like each time I close my eyes I would end up in that place. There were times where I avoided sleep so that I wouldn’t have to go there again. Eventually I came to understand the writings on the wall and it only seem clear to me what it meant. It did effect me in my real life because I started writing those symbols in my diary no one understands it but me.

I had another dream in mid August 2001 it was frightening, another repeated dream. I dreamed of the everyday life in the city. I saw an accident occur and people were hurt, I saw fire in the clouds, and the surroundings turned to ashes. There was rain, it seemed like blood to me but it was the reflections of the fire in the sky. I saw myself alone again and my dream just ended like that. I tell my mother all my dreams, as usual when she heard this one she just didn’t give it much thought, it’s just another dream. I was seeing Kevin at that time, days later he got into an accident and fractured both his legs and suffered minor burn on his hands and body. Weeks after he was discharged from the hospital, on September 11, 2001. He called me up and asked me to watch the news. My mother and I was shocked! Did I dream of that? It was unbelievable.

I wrote in my blog somewhere in March this year about my dream where I found myself in a boat, in the sea and I found a chapel, inside it I saw an enormous crucifix and the statue Of Mother Mary. That was a weird one because I really felt the piercing knifes through my body when I entered the chapel in that dream. I havent found anything to related that dream yet, maybe i have maybe i havent!

Anyway, I had another dream today. I keep having this images of me in the mirror and when I touched the mirror it felt cold as if I was dipping my hand in water. Behind me there is another mirror, I’m looking back at that mirror and I see no reflection in the 1st mirror. I felt a huge tremble and both mirrors broke. That’s all I remember!

Somehow I feel that’s not the end of it… I will probably have more repeated dreams like ones in the past. We will see how it goes… and I will sure to update my blog on that. Adios!

2 Comments:

Blogger Angie Siew said...

Oh my god Marie... u making me scare... I cant dream whenever i sleep... seriously... if i dream also i think i most prob didnt remmeber anything... i will be so afraid if i have dreams like urs... r u ok? u didnt sleep well at night is it? hope u r alright... hugs!

Sunday, 21 May, 2006  
Blogger marie said...

heheh im fine angie... i've been having dreams like this since i was a child... i remember coz i always wake up and make a note of my dreams... "my dream Journal" i like to interpret my dreams and figure out what its trying to tell me. its scary sometimes but interesting!

Sunday, 21 May, 2006  

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